I once loved a guy...

have you ever woken up in the middle of the night feeling that there's something wrong and when you do remember you wish you never did? You can't get back to sleep and all you can do is cry, wish that you can go back to sleep and wish that it was all a dream. You cry and cry 'coz that's the only time that no one will hear, no one will know how weak you are. 'Coz when the daylight comes, you have to pretend once again that everything's alright. You need to be strong for yourself. It's sad knowing that if you break down no one will be there to help you pick up the pieces. It wasn't always this way.

I once loved a guy. He loved pizza and spaghetti. Loved watching movies, war games and collecting toys and comic books. I once loved a guy who loved to sing. He can sing with such gusto that it's a treat to watch him. I once loved a guy who always laughed and always made me laugh. Never a dull moment with him. I once loved a guy who hated cleaning his ears and hearing mass but still allowed me to clean his ears and accompanied me to mass. He'd fall asleep in church but I loved having him there with me. I once loved a guy who hated buying flowers but would occasionally surprise me and buy me some. I once loved a guy whose hand I've always wanted to hold, forever if I can. I once loved a guy... but he left me at the time I loved him most.