01/05/07
12:04am

recently i attended a wedding of my close friends, jason and donna lou. jason was one of my best friends in college and donna was one of my closest friends from highschool. what is it about the walk down the aisle that gets me teary-eyed? seriously, i don't get it. i don't actually think it's from being overly happy nor from being sad. lol! maybe it's both. i'm happy that a friend has finally come to a turning point in her life and at the same time sad for the same reason? eh! i don't make sense. one thing i know though, i'm not envious. just thinking of getting married still gives me the shivers. as i've told the groom before, i'm one of those who never ever dreamed of my wedding day. it's too much hassle plus i'm not one for spotlights. i actually convinced(?) my nanay (mom) to have my wedding as simple as possible. was shocked that she actually agreed (i'm an only child). she said though that it'll only be possible if i didn't have the wedding in tacloban :P so i should find a groom that's not from my hometown? bummer! *not that there are any left that i'm interested in* still, i still prefer probinsiyano boys over those from the city (bitter?) :P there's something to be said about their values (definitely bitter! lol!). going back to the couple, they've been together for a whole decade. it's really something rare for me to see. as i've written in their guestbook, i wanna thank them for bringing back my faith in "happily ever after" :P