happiness and love

i find myself asking if it was worth all the pain, do i have regrets, do i want to do things differently if given a chance?

it was worth it. regrets, i do have regrets. if i knew it was gonna end so soon i would have made more memories. i would have given up my most favorite hobby (sleeping) just to have more time with you. i would have held on longer to your hand. i would have hugged you more. i would have kissed you more. i would have loved you more.

i wish you happiness and love. i love you.

*at last, i'm in the acceptance phase