stressed

am in my new job. started last week. am stressed. must be the complete working hours, lol! must rest.

am sick...

think am sick. had a tetanus shot last tuesday. feeling feverish at nights these past two days. am still awake coz im killing time. waiting for the right time to drink my meds. my head sometimes hurt. not too much, just a little. am sleepy but must wait a little longer...

it's my last day at work tomorrow. first time to ever quit a job. am nervous for my next job. hope i do well in it. must do well. am gonna eat now and take my meds. need to sleep.

tnt.

unwanted...

arrrrggghhh!!! hate that nose-picking, booze-oozing, egomaniac s-o-b!!! grrrrr!!!!

so this is what it feels like to be an unwanted admirer. :P

sunday's ranting...

our 49th monthsary. hurray! am so happy we lasted this long. cookie was with me the whole afternoon. =D

got a haircut. don't like it much. =(

cookie did his laundry tonight. am so proud of him!

i hate my new prepaid isp. only one dial-up no. listed on the card and no available operators. arrggghh! took me more than 30 minutes to connect. nice thing i had a friend who had their other nos.

it's monday again tom. am not so fond of mondays =(

tnt.

online party

just been to an online party. didn't get to eat anything =D am tired. love having friends online. if you've got no one to talk to they're always there. it's so much easier to talk to them coz you usually like the same things.

cookie didn't get to go hiking. he's feelin' bad about it. totally understand his feelings but i'm a bit relieved coz am a bit worried about his going to places where there might be trouble.

am so tired... must sleep. zzzzzz....

somebody else's song

"i've got somebody else's thoughts in my head. i want some of my own" - lifehouse

love this song :) don't you just hate it when you realize that all your opinions and thoughts aren't really your own? makes you feel like you're incapable of thinking for yourself. lol! who am i kidding, i don't really care about all these stuff. never felt that way. just loved the line when i heard it. love lifehouse's lyrics. love playing their album "No Name Face" (even more than matchbox20's). am currently listening to it. haven't had the chance to listen to their other album (Stanley Climbfall) though.

am tired...

got home late coz we shopped for shoes. am too tired... my back hurts. got myself new tretorn shoes. for a thousand bucks they're ok. comfortable. can't say much about the style though. when i get some money i'll buy another pair, one that's comfortable and at the same time a bit trendy (i seriously doubt it. got no sense of style.) . cookie bought himself some hiking shoes (a bit expensive but well worth it, i think =D). he's going hiking this weekend. bummer, it's our monthsary and he won't be here. can't do anything about it though. can't just tell him not to go and not feel guilty about it afterwards.

am watching/listening to MMK (feat. sandara park). not so fond of the girl but nothing against her either. got no idea why i'm still typing when i'm so tired already. hmmm... i read "the notebook" last night. managed to finish it at around 230am. nice thing i didn't oversleep.

tnt. baboosh!

quasimodo

"have you ever felt that your only comfort was your cage... you're not alone " - lifehouse

love this line. i won't explain why cause i'm no good at explaining things.

gyelle

hmmm... where did i get this handle? i honestly can't remember where but I do remember when. it was back in college (1999), i was trying to find a username (for yehey chat) that can't be linked to myself (so I could fool my crush then :D) . It stuck. So now I'm gyelle online. :D