been watching japanese dramas (all takuya kimura's :D) and must say they're enjoyable. seen hero first and found it funny. watched long vacation next and it was all talk but wasn't boring. the last one was good luck! a funny drama :D handsome, handsome takuya kimura. too bad he's married (to me! hehehe... in my dreams) with two kids. am amazed that they can maintain a simple plot and still make the whole drama interesting. hmmm... with kimutaku in the scene it would always be interesting. :D am gonna watch pride next and hope that it won't disappoint me (still kimutaku's so am betting it won't :D)
got really scared last sat night. nanay called telling me that my tatay was already resting and was already ok. was so frightened when she said that since had no clue what she was talking about. didn't get her text message (damn these congested networks!) telling me that my tatay experienced numbness on his hand (am not so sure since was already semi-hysterical and couldn't understand the details) and that she brought him to the hospital. was so scared. couldn't stop crying. am so thankful to God that he's ok now. they just have to do some more tests to really make sure nothing else was affected. things like this makes you really see things differently, makes you count your blessings.
"you tried so hard to be someone that you forgot who you are" -Jet
been listening to spiderman2 soundtrack. heard this line. kinda sad. people should be able to be who they really are. am not saying one should not strive to improve but must do it for self and not for others. am not so sure am making sense but my point is... i actually have no point... i just like the line :D
if today's my last day would probably want to be friends with ry again. would go home and stay with parents. that's it! funny how that's all wanna do. figured shouldn't wait 'til my last day. :D
was actually interested in being a sprinkler. hehehe... don't know why. just saw the sprinkler in the cafeteria and just felt like being a sprinkler. what an absurd thought. hehehe :D usually find myself staring at the sprinkler. sprinkling water under the sun makes a nice picture. makes me want to play with the water. gives me a simple yet nice feeling. makes me feel secure (probably because of its constant pattern.) enough about sprinklers :D
the pope died yesterday and it just made me so sad. didn't really follow his life but knew that he was one person would like to be, someone who did what he was supposed to do in his life, someone that millions loved and respected and someone that i can never be like (have no illusions of becoming the pope but am referring to the kind of person he was.) can say that i love him. probably why can't stop myself from crying for our loss. on the positive side, he's happy now. his suffering is over and he's with the Lord now. may he rest in peace.
am gonna play tennis! don't know how to play so signed up for summer classes (added this to my to-do-list.) hehehe... am so excited. got myself a new racket. cost me 2K and at that price i still got a low-end racket (most rackets cost more than 5K.) asked my friend (another online friend), who plays in tournaments, what brand to get and she suggested head. got one with the same brand but of the cheaper models :D am seriously doubting will be good at this sport considering my arm strength (lack of) but it'll be a good release of pent-up anger and frustrations. will probably just imagine that the ball is someone (just like in the movies :D) to keep me goin' (what a meanie :D.)
started keeping a list of things wanna do in this lifetime (been watching 'a walk to remember' too many times =>.) so far been able to build a sandcastle and destroy one (the best part! *evil laugh*). well, technically did :D did help build the sandcastle but my bestfriend did the part that made it look like one (came up with a lump of sand when doing it, hahaha! :D) ey! the foundation is an important part too :D have really nothin' when it comes to artsy stuff. we got to kick it afterwards!
been to the beach twice while on my vacation. came to two realizations. one, the sea is really sad. it is! it really is. saw once in a series that when missing someone, one looks at the sea. figured it applied to myself too and while trying to do that (i do tend to believe in too many stuff :D) i came up with my second realization. gravity is truly amazing! hahaha :D basic stuff really amazes me. it really surprises and amazes me when realizing something so obvious. going back to gravity, it's so great that it can hold the entire sea on the ground (imagine that! hehehe... am being silly.) have always thought that the sea is so powerful (am still afraid of it) but it bows down to gravity (bows down? hehehe, blogger's prerogative.) well, so much for this. gotta get back to work :D
"this is your life, are you who you wanna be?" -switchfoot
heard this song in the radio and came to realize that my answer was a resounding "NO." can't even say "not yet" as to have no clue wanna-be-who (my blog so can create own words :D). have been alive for quarter of a century but no clue as to what my dream is (singular, should take it slowly considering still have none til now) wanna travel but after traveling, would probably still be me. wanna be financially independent... but that's usual stuff. wanna be a good person, would like to think that this should be a given. hmmm... that's it! wanna be an assasin just like killua and train! would be soooo cool! or an alchemist just like eduardo and alfonso elric! or be a villain in a great comic series! hehehe... am talking nonsense. *thinks* hmmm... probably need more self-conversations (again, my own blog... hehe :D)
